just like starting over

A newish life, a new blog... Memories start to flood back when I think about my old diaries. Goin back through the old entries, smiling at some, cringing at others. I've grown up a lot through all of it.

This year is a terrific departure from last year at this time. It seems I always pick these things up somewhere in July - the diaries, that is. Granted, some things were better then... or at least it seems that way. But I feel on track now, like I'm an adult and I'm finally getting things right. I've got a steady job, just got a raise. I just renewed my lease. I've got love and the Cleo. We're still strugglin and I'm trying to figure out how school's gonna happen this fall but, I'm workin on shit. We've gotten through a lot together. We'll get through a lot more, I'm sure.

I still get scared sometimes... and sometimes I wanna leap over the register and kill the customers at Wal*Mart but, I wouldn't trade this life. I've got almost everything I ever really wanted. A rich and happy life... I'm just not rich in the way that one needs to be if one wants to survive in America. But a rich life I have in the most important ways.
Awwww.

See ya next entry. Same blog time, same blog spot. or some shit like that.
Peace x